Wow, it's been nearly a whole month since I updated.
I have been dealing with some shit... had a doctor recommend I look in to doing a six month trial of anti-depressants. I am seriously considering it, but I am going to leave it until after I finish with my surgery recovery.
I also had some invasive shit done with my eye because I have floaters, which they had to confirm wasn't a detached retina. Unfortunately, this meant half an hour of things touching my eyeballs and being wiggled around, including a huge lens thing. And I have to get more pictures taken of my eye on June 5th because I have a bump on my optic nerve that needs to have a better look at.
I'm just falling apart!
My surgery is on Wednesday!
I'm simultaneously excited and dreading it at the same time. Excited to have the freedom to wear whatever I want (goodbye, insane amounts of black shirts), but not looking forward to the anesthesia. And not for the whole "There's a chance you may not wake up" crap, I trust the doctors.
What I'm worried about is my reaction to the anesthesia. Last time, I was close to being forced to stay over-night at the hospital because I was so incredibly nauseous but could not vomit. My body HATES letting me vomit, so I get stuck with feeling like dying for hours at a time. Not fun.
I will be off work from May 27th (surgery day) to June 14th (My Birthday!!), back to work June 15th.
So, I get to hang out with my best friend on the first and spend the whole day watching Gargoyles! Aww, yiss
Today I went shopping at my favourite store, Blame Betty, and second favourite store, Earth Gems, and third, DavidsTea, with my mum!
I got something from every single place.
My mum got me an amazing dress and skirt from Blame Betty, I got myself two amazing quartz specimens from Earth Gems, and I got some tea, too!
I believe tonight my brother is going to be doing some body suspensions (not for the feint of heart) and I will probably be going with him for moral support. I have never seen anything like it in person, so this should be interesting!
Right. The title mentions the SQUAT CHALLENGE.
I think I'm going to be doing this. I have gaied quite a bit of weight lately, all in my ass and thighs... so I think this squat challenge would be perfect for me.
Thirty day challege of squats, a break every fourth day, with increased number of squats every day.
I can do this!!! I am tough! I need an awesome ass and thighs for my BADASS new swimsuit!
Be jealous!! ahhhhhhhh
I will post pictures of my awesome Blame Betty buys when I am wearing them next. They are great!
And probably of my quartz buys too...
I'll do something at the end of the month of all the great crap I have bought. I'm going to have lots of free time.
Okay, bye